Deb Meyerson was a tenured Stanford professor, a devoted athlete, and someone who ran toward life with everything she had. Then a stroke began on a Labor Day drive to Lake Tahoe. Over the years that followed, she and her husband Steve navigated recovery, grief, a second major loss when Deb had to leave her Stanford position, and ultimately, the creation of a nonprofit called Stroke Onward that now serves thousands of stroke survivors and care partners.
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This conversation went places I didn't expect. Deb and Steve didn't just tell me about surviving a stroke. They told me about the grief that comes back even when things are going well, the identity questions no one prepares you for, and what it means to build a new version of meaning when the old one is gone. Here's what stayed with me.
THREE things to think about:
The second loss can hit harder than the first. The stroke was devastating, but for Deb, losing her Stanford position three years into recovery was the moment that broke the illusion that life would return to how it was. Sometimes it's not the initial blow that changes us most. It's the one that arrives after we've already been fighting.
Identity isn't a title. It's a set of values in action. Deb's identity as a professor wasn't really about Stanford. It was about creating and sharing knowledge. Once she understood that, she could see how to rebuild that love in a different form. When you strip away the role, what's left of you?
Grief is not a season you move through. It's weather. Deb and Steve talked about crying cycles of grief, including one that arrived on the morning after their grandson was born. Joy and loss can sit in the same room. Expecting to be done grieving may be the thing that makes it harder.
TWO things to ask yourself:
Think about a role you hold that feels central to who you are. If it were taken from you tomorrow, what would remain?
Where have you been telling yourself you should be "over it" by now, and what would it feel like to give yourself permission to still be in it?
ONE thing to try this week:
Write down three things that you love doing, without naming any titles or roles. Just the thing itself. See if any of them point toward something you've been neglecting, or something worth protecting.
Deb and Steve built Stroke Onward so no survivor has to navigate the emotional journey alone. If this episode found someone who needed it, please share it. And if you want to continue the conversation, just hit reply. I read everything.
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